18 12 / 2010
Eu não cometerei os mesmos erros que você. Eu mesma não me deixarei causar tanto sofrimento ao meu coração. Eu não vou me permitir.
Com o seu jeito, você se machucou profundamente e eu aprendi, de uma maneira mais difícil, a nunca me deixar chegar até esse ponto.
Por causa de você, eu aprendi a jogar do lado seguro e assim eu não me machuco. Por causa de você, eu acho difícil confiar não só em mim, mas em todos a minha volta. Por causa de você, eu tenho medo.
Eu não posso chorar porque eu sei que isso é fraqueza dos meus olhos. Eu sou forçada a fingir um sorriso todos os dias da minha vida porque o meu coração não pode quebrar..
Por sua causa, eu estou envergonhada da minha vida, porque ela está vazia.
18 12 / 2010
Me sinto tão sozinha, parece que não consigo sair dessa solidão. Não, isso não parece certo. Eu não tive uma chance de dizer adeus.
Nesse espaço silencioso, eu fecho meu olhos, posso ouvir você dizer que está tudo bem, mas hoje meu mundo é um lugar tão vazio… Tudo bem, isso tudo é parte da vida.
Eu queria ter tido a chance de dizer adeus. Será que é tão dificil ver pelas lágrimas que derramei?
Com o passar do tempo, ficou um pouco mais fácil sorrir, mas eu sei que nunca vou me esquecer de tudo que você disse.
A verdade é que os tempos difíceis desaparecerão ao olhar para cima. Perto de lá existe um lugar melhor se você acreditar no amor.
18 12 / 2010
Courage is when you’re afraid but you keep on moving anyway. Courage is when you’re in pain but you keep on living anyway.
It’s not how many times you’ve been knocked down. It’s how many times you get back up.
18 12 / 2010
Mas eu nunca te disse o que eu devia ter dito. Não, eu nunca te disse. Eu simplesmente segurei dentro de mim.
E agora, eu sinto falta de tudo sobre você. Não acredito que ainda te quero. E depois de tudo o que a gente passou… Eu sinto falta de tudo sobre você! Sem você…
Eu vejo seus olhos todas as vezes que eu fecho os meus. Era só isso o que eu devia ter dito, mas palavras não expressam intensidade e isso complicaria o seu entendimento.
28 10 / 2010
Let go
Let go doesn’t mean to forget. Let go means it’s time to move on, to have new experiences, to let the past be the past and want to live the present and plan the future. Let go doesn’t mean to hate. Let go means to have good memories and remember the good and the bad moments so that you can learn with your mistakes. Let go means you are thankful for the time you had with the people you love even if they aren’t with you anymore. Let go doesn`t mean goodbye and hopeless. Let go means there’s always time for forgiveness. Let go doesn’t mean you can’t wish to go back and make it different. Let go means you might want to go back but in the end you won’t have regrets because it all happened for a reason. Let go means to accept the decision of the others and make your own. Let go means to see good things passing by and accept that you didn’t have the chance to do it how you wanted to be. Let go means to fight for new things but never forget for what and who you have fought before because if you did that, so it had a meaning in your life and it might still have. Let go means you want to be happy and live your moment with the people who love you. Let go is the feeling you can’t explain and you never know when it will come. Sometimes you really want it, sometimes you don’t, but it will come one day and you’ll know when the time comes. You’ll learn to let go on your own way cause no matter what people say, this is your moment and only you can make it happen. The moment to let go is the moment when you’re in peace with yourself and with who broke your heart, is the moment when you have already learned your lesson, is the moment when you’re ready to forgive who made you cry and feel so bad, is the moment you aren’t afraid anymore, is the moment you see no one lost or won, is the moment when you look back and smile because it happened, is the moment that you see him with someone else and don’t be angry or sad, is the moment you don’t cry because it didn’t have a good end, is the moment you live your life for you and not for him, is the moment you aren’t waiting for him to come back anymore, is the moment you see life means so much more than tears for a boy, is the moment when you can hear his song without crying, is the moment you don’t have to lie when you say you don’t care about him, is the moment you put your happiness first than his happiness, is the moment you see it made who you are today, is the moment you realize some scars are forever and you have to live with it, is the moment you feel totally free to be who you want to be and do what you want to do without worrying if it will change something in the future, is the moment you feel safe even without him, is the moment when you want to stop dreaming because you have a real life, is the moment you’re sure you can be happy without him, is the moment you really miss him but you know is better how it is now, is the moment you don’t have to tell yourself anymore “it’s ok, you don’t love him”, is the moment you want to have fun again, is the moment you realize you deserve more than this, is the moment when you’re ready to look into his face and feel happy for him, is the moment when you can be thankful for all the tears, is the moment you want to be how you were before it all happened, is the moment when you can put it all behind if he needs you again someday, is the moment you know you’re ready for anything new that comes in your life, is the moment you don’t feel guilty for wanting to get over it, is the moment you’re totally sure it was worth the pain, is the moment you feel all that at the same time and you just can’t explain why or how… you just feel it’s your time to let go!
